Can't go into too many details yet but I let the rescue organization know yesterday that I want to adopt the dog I am currently fostering and was pretty much told no. Will go into more on that later. So, I have emailed my contact today and asked that Charlie be picked up by the end of the day today. I cannot get any more attached to this dog. Maddie cannot get any more attached to this dog. AND this dog cannot get any more attached to us. It's just so sad.
I am at home for lunch right now and there are no words to describe how I felt while watching them play outside just now. Maddie has NEVER been so happy and I just can't believe I am taking that away from her. They are honestly the perfect match and how often does that happen? Most dogs like each other or tolerate each other but these two just melt my heart when I see them play in the yard and snuggle together at night. Maddie is a very skittish dog and has seriously come out of her shell in the last two weeks with Charlie around.
I am so frustrated right now. Will have to write more later as I just don't even know what else to say.